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9/24/2022.
Today a beatific vision. Days sick abed. House empty. Entering the sunny bathroom for a shower: Who loves me?!, I forlornly imagined. We do, we do!, shouted the lit walls, the sink, towels, and cabinet. We do! We love you, beamed brightly the curtains, the window, the floor. What?! Jolted and deeply persuaded. Everything loves me, loves me back.
May I still see this beatific vision tomorrow and tomorrow.
Thank you thank you for giving it to me in this lifetime. Thank you.
Then outside, surya namaskar in the bright sun on the grass. Bright sun! Oh thank you!