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10/22/2018
Tom: Even as I learn and delve and learn and the chakras even develop I feel my ignorance, my true ignorance remains complete. I remain a toy of my imagination, pulled about by greed, excitement, and fear.
Here is the form of my ignorance: Experience in the now is only distractedly noticed; mainly, it is only allowed to be a excuse for continuation of past views by the basically frightened, confused, (spiritually) ignorant (me), used for assessment/confirmation, story-telling or -incorporating. Enjoyment of sense immediately provides ignorant emotional volition an opportunity to jump headward and put it together with mysteried situation.
Instead:
- Step up, see yourself amidst that symphony.
- Step up, see your choice to become subject or object in your drama.
- Step up, choose otherwise, maybe.
- Step up, see you, your emotional being and the fountain of it all within as the chooser.
- Step up, surrender your story your agency your victimhood your subjecthood your objecthood your choice to hold within the story and role.
- Step up, you are sat chit ananda. As sat you are all roles, all sparks, all spaces, all notes, and all silences. As chit you are the seer, the seeing, and the seen, and it need not be your choice to limit, constrain and regulate yourself by one role herein.
- Step up, let go, see the ground of being, the living uniformity of all, the sat and the chit, and in your meditation confirm your achievement's reality by the bliss there arising. If not, you didn't; keep trying.
- Step up, step up, step up!