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From stillness* that quality which arises is spontaneous, authentic. Therefore use the mantra to orient toward stillness, move toward stillness, attain inner stillness, and after that allow spontaneity to flow. See if your heart's desire is not attained when you surrender inwardly.
(*: Silence, stillness sometimes seem strictly unattainable; they are nice, but meaningless, words; then this came to me.)